Over the last few months everyone keeps on asking "are you excited?" and then give me big beaming smiles. I've been nodding and saying yes but I'm afraid I was lying. I haven't been excited, I have been nervous and scared. Nobody seemed to realise or ever ask "are you OK? Are you scared?"
Then last week everything clicked into place. I have always wanted to learn another language (French doesn't count!) but was never given the chance in school. I love to travel. Who doesn't dream of exploring another culture and meeting new people? For years now I've wanted to work full time in ministry and guess what?......I now get to do all these things!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How fantastic is that?
It is great that you're getting to do this work Vicky. But it would be stupid to not realise you must be scared. It is a huge step but God will be with you through it and every other step you take.
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